The John A. Gotti Setup

When something seems unreal it probably is.  I have a funny feeling and I hope I am wrong.  But strange things happened in my life in the last few weeks and months and it made me feel a little worried. 

Since this trial I have felt watched, from the real life New York Undercover on the subway, to strange new people being introduced into my life, to unexplained occurrences that I feel it is not my liberty to disclose.  Personally I hope I am wrong about what came to my mind on the way from the grocery store.

I do not know who is who anymore; I will be going back to the hometown of my family soon.  Far away from New York City, the John A. Gotti dramas and the Janet D.J. Jackson dramas; I hope I am wrong because this here is a screenplay and a television episode.  It is so unreal I cannot take John’s trial seriously anymore; I do not even think they are after him, but perhaps I am the target, by default.

Like I said I saw John A. Gotti once in my life at 26 Federal Plaza, during his father’s era. I went there to see Bruce Moaw the lead investigator of his father’s trial, who asked me to testify.  I did not go there to be a witness, but to disclose a covert operation to coordinate what the Secret Service knew with the FBI, which was about the AIDS virus a government conspiracy.  But what I think is going on is shameful, designed to pit John A. Gotti against me.  But like I said his conviction means my price doubles.  Those who have ears let them hear what I see happening. 

Janet Jackson fans or a conversation piece

One of Janet’s so-called fans called herself telling me off.  She said Janet has this huge fans base.  I thought a fan was a supporter and Janet is in the entertainment business as she said to be more specific the music and film business.

She says I do not have the right to think that Janet is fake a dumb, to not think the best of Janet is to be a hater.  I grow up on the Jackson Five and probably have more of Janet’s records than the woman who is telling me about how I should feel and speak.  To my recollection I have almost all of Janet CD’s and I have the right to say it is time for something new, her pattern is old and boring, it is the same old thing over and over. 

It is all about how good her sex life is and how she can turn a trick.  Meanwhile the world is coming to an end as she does charity for good causes; there is no mention of the woes of the world in her music since Rhythm Nation, which was her best album ever.  So give me a break, I have the right to my opinion and Janet is either dumb or listens to dumb people.  And unless she changes direction I will never buy another CD, movie ticket or concert ticket in my life that includes her.  And from the look of record sales, I am one of the last truly loyal fans, so I might be giving her some sound advice. 

As for her interview, I wouldn’t waste my time watching that phony crap, all she does is lie.  Like I said, Janet Jackson is phony, if she has fans it does not show up in record sales anymore, she has become a conversation piece, someone to talk about but no support at the record stores or music downloads.  And if you do not like my position either kiss where the sun don’t shine or buy her damn boring albums.  I boycott the fake and phony Icon. 

Voluntary Military & Mental Health America

Things go on in the military during wartime and peacetime that are unspoken of.  The fact of the matter is there is never peacetime, because somewhere in the world or our country there is a war, be it against drugs, economic against the poor, but on the forefront now it is the Middle Eastern Wars.

We are in what is considered wartime, because of these engagements.  And there are a lot of people who are being injured both physical and mental. But there is a strange element in these wars unlike any other war in history.  We have an all voluntary military, which I believe has been the case since about 1977.

People join the military as a means of employment as they are hoodwinked by slick recruiters.  Often the military is a means to escape oppression, but it is a temporary fix for most people.  Very few can make a career of the military successfully.  While they are in the military fighting wars and losing their minds, the other people is either going to jail, working, and going to school or vegetating?  Those who vegetate usually end up in prison.  Is it a conspiracy?  I believe this is by design!  The military attracts the people they are supposed to attract, the poor country folks, people out of the Urban Jungle and Trailer House Folks.  So we have more black people by proportion of population in the military and prison, headed by design to a life of dysfunctional episodes. 

Is it fair, of course not?  When a rich person joins the military to go to the frontline it makes it to the headlines of the mainstream media.  This country has the poor fighting their wars because they cannot make it otherwise.  And when they comeback they are disarmed and left to fend for themselves, with juveniles armed with machine guns pumping crack to these depressed men and women.  .  They are promised benefits they are incapable of using because they are mentally still overseas and/or spaced out.  The government knows this and has a place for them called prison or the soup kitchen and the lucky ones get an apartment, medications and enough to pacify them, so the government can say look we take care of our own.  But only after they take the twelve steps?   But do they really take care about the many that become mentally ill due to military service in an all voluntary military?  Or better yet is the system designed to do this?

Oh; but meanwhile as they blow up countries we developed that became to independent of America, they say we need immigrants who do not serve in the military, who are here illegally but do not house the prisons.  What is going on is plain and simply evil, it is wrong.  What will America look like 10 years from now?

Is Janet Jackson, fake, tired & boring?

She had me going for a moment; I thought she was going to do something different and new, than came “Make Me,” it is hot but nothing new.  Reminds me of a Tina Turner type return sort of except Tina has an adult fan base and sings about real issues, Janet is still running after little kids.  I hate to say it but I am too mature for the kiddy crap.  The little kid in an adult body refuses to grow up and the people who made her what she is are grown up already, can we address single parenting, black on black crime and the screwed up world in need of love?  Sorry Janet but you are no PYT these days maybe Rihanna or Beyonce can still pass as a PTY, but you are older and an over the hill or motherhood?  I mean what do you see in the morning before makeup?  Get real!  Blow my mind with something other than sex!  And how can I not mention Alicia a true PYT?

Are you fake and tired and boring and Jermaine’s charity case; but on the real side, I understand you are spoiled and fell in-love with the glamour and now you are a prostitute for tracks?  Did not mean that but it needed to be said!  Being real I understand you do not want people to know that you are a sucker for love loser, except you fell from grace because you forgot how you got there and betrayed a trust.  The people who made you, you turned your back on, but thank the Lord for Michael’s success after death, sad as it is I am sure you will get your allowance. 

My niece said you are ugly, I said no she is just a little over the hill, then again you are no Tina Turner she is pretty for her age, and you are just aged!  Too old and fat to dance anymore, almost fell at the Grammy’s and there is nothing special about your voice so welcome to the club called has-been’s. 

So why did I love you, because you were fine, I do not think so, the only thing you have on common with Halle Barry is you are both cookies, if you know what I mean?  Because you were rich, but the trust you betrayed and everything you got you were given.  Your youth is long gone.  So why did I love you Janet?  Oh that is a secret!  And now I care less!  Like Michael said, “This is it.”  It is too late and what we do not know we will never know.

Are Janet Jackson & J.D. Doomed to Repeat?

Personally I am going to Florida and not California.  But I wish the best for Janet, but what is best for her career and what is best for her may be separate and distinct.  Maybe she will raise Michael’s children and Jermaine is really a good man and not the drunken nightlife person he appears to be; in which case Janet may have a good man whom they resolved their differences.  And her family will be made happy?

On the other hand as for entertainment, nobody will take her seriously as a heterosexual woman and powerhouse entertainer in the arms of that dude.  But Michael is making plenty of money so Janet might just be setting herself up for failure to settle down with Jermaine. 

But if she is trying to sell CD’s she has to get real about who she claims to be sexing.  I know; what does her love life have to do with her record sales?  Her whole persuasion is her talent, song, dance and beauty. How does fine girl Janet end up with a Jermaine Dupri unless she really is not sexing and needs protection from real men, broke or plain stupid. All of which is not going to sell CD’s.

Because as for his personality he has none, but Jermaine might have money, however, other than that he is a drunk, who stays in the streets all night and hangs out with little boys.  So the only thing Janet can possibly see in him is money and if she is worth $150 Million who gets it? 

The CD’s he produced was not the problem it was the relationship.  Janet told the world she loved ugly for tracks?   Prostitutes do it for money and not pleasure does Janet love music or fame and attention?

Major Nidal Malik Hasan Terrorist or Treasonous

To be honest I was not shocked by this act of treason that occurred at Fort Hood, Texas.  I mean thousands of veterans from Iraq, Afghanistan and abroad as well as men who served stateside are committing suicide and coming home with problems unsolved.  Please tell me this was not racially or ethically motivated?  Tell me there were fallen African Americans and or Muslims included in this rampage by Major Hasan.  Or at least tell me the motivation had principles beyond the scope of American Main Stream Media.

It is my humble opinion that Major Hasan does not qualify as a terrorist.  I mean he is a legitimate American Soldier and born an American Citizen.  So we cannot have it both ways as Bloomberg made it clear we want immigrants because they are hungry.

See we have a short memory as to how dues were paid by certain people to have the right to be called American in this racist society.  The sacrifices of the African Americans are unparallel to any American to include the Caucasian.  They talk about hard workers but forget the contributions of the slaves in America and the oppression endured by the seeds and seeds of seeds, a family tree of systematical oppression, by a corrupt design.

Until this act they were quick to trade black folks in, but these people they are bringing in are not as loyal are they?  Probably the only thing between nuclear holocausts in America today is resident black people.  As America is so hated by most of the world people feel empathy for the oppressed black man, they feel sorry for our ignorance knowing we are not at fault of our own.  We were made ignorant loyalist?

When things like this happen the first to blame are black people, I heard they shot the big black man in friendly fire.  Do not get me wrong I am saddened by this mess and Major Hasan probably committed treason and probably deserves the firing squad.  But when we consider his profession and we approach this from an intelligence point of view as in CIA and FBI, we have to wonder what does he know?  We all know the government tends to diagnose people often based on secrecy.  Like guys were diagnosed as PTSD after Vietnam because they knew something or did something the government wanted plausible denial rights to, so they were called crazy.  As we can see from the huge suicide rate of veterans now PTSD is not necessarily based on the condition of the former warriors mind, but based on what does he know.

So now the real question is terrorist or treasonous, will they silence Major Hasan or will the world find out what he knows from the many war stories he was exposed to.  Then and only then we will know who are the guilty parties of the many fallen soldiers and veterans at war and after the wars abroad and stateside.  This is truly an economic war!

What is more important Love or Success?

For the past 5 years or so, all I heard on the media was how to be successful.  It was being promoted as if we were in a booming economy and prosperity was overflowing.  But now it is getting old as people realize the cut throat mentality of putting people down to get over is selfish and overrated.   When you stop and think about how many poor people it takes to make one person rich and how birds of a feather flock together, just what is being insinuated here?

When I was growing up it was all about love, people sung about love, preachers preached about love, and then came this trend whereby everything became green.  But natural resources are limited, so how can everyone be a billionaire and then again how can everyone be millionaires?  But love can overflow, whereby money cannot.  Sure they can print all the money they want but it will not be worth the paper is it printed on. 

It is like the mainstream media realized the path it has been taking is about to backfire so they want to change the pattern and make an 180 degree turn, due to events that are not new but are finally being spoken about.  They talked about Fort Hood, Texas as if military fatalities are new or even suicide among our warriors.  They talk about black on black crime like it is new, not because they care but because they are now frightened, but these things have never stopped happening, people were so busy multitasking towards the fantasy of everyone can be a millionaire, by which they forgot about the important task of love and its prominence on a better society.

See media controlled America has come to the realization that they are no longer safe, as children are starting to realize there true enemy or enemies who are responsible for there oppression, which is a society that puts success before love.  A society with a prison population unlike anywhere on earth literally, I mean nobody is safe from the desire of a society all out for self. 

It was to be just an American dream to be wealthy like the fronts called celebrities, while the truly rich manipulated society into being consumers as a means of living large.  Now everyone wants a piece of the real pie, but the pie is not big enough, so now we hear talk about love again. 

Love is the only natural resource that can overflow and never run out of space.  The truth be told love is the only solution to the world’s woes, but before people buy into it the emperor of greed has to fall and they are so greedy they will take America with them if allowed to do so.    

Everyone wants to a Gangster but do no time

I remember being told no real gangster has both of his front teeth.  Here is another one “No real gangster never did time.”  This is sayings, because everything is in degrees.  But most gangsters do not have there real fronts and do go to prison at some point in their careers.  Me I an not  gangster however I did time and had my fronts surgically removes and replaced, I have two crowns one gold and I am actually known by my father’s friends as Paul Castellano.  So who am I?  Better yet what am I?  Am I a Gangster Monk?

I am just a dude that was born into a bunch of crap; whose intelligence was rob in better terms played and now I am going home to my people, family and cousins.

Let tell you a story, I am good at telling stories.  This one is called “Bullet Proof.”

Bullet Proof

One guy was loaded the other empty.  The loaded one was mortal and the empty one was Bullet Proof.  So Mortal had it made as long as he was under the cover of Bullet Proof.  Mortal was a big spender he splurged and mistreated Bullet Proof, he figured he had it all because Bullet Proof was ago lucky dude and never complained.  One time they tried to shoot Mortal and Bullet Proof jumped in front of him, caught the bullet in his hand and asked one simple question, “Now do I get paid?”  Mortal laughed and said this guy is he amazing.

Bullet Proof was a man of patience, but death came to his family in a close manner and he realized he was out of time.  See Bullet Proof realized though he was no mortal being his family was and what good would be this delayed fortune if all his family died off prior to his judgment.  So Bullet Proof said to Mortal, I think you are out of time and he walked away.

To the big city he said, what good are you?  What do you have to offer me?  I cannot go to a baseball game or borrow your hotels.  I can only look at the condominiums and watch the fancy cars drive by; I cannot even afford a cab in this city.  If I must live a simple life I may as well live in a simple town.  So Bullet Proof packed his bags and left to a small and simple town and did not even look back.  Bullet Proof was Mortal’s nuclear umbrella and he knew it, but Bullet Proof had no idea.  And then hit was a mushroom cloud.

Only a story, I mean nobody is bullet-proof!

First Look at “Why did I get married too.”

To be released in April 2010, from the previews it looks like an exciting and untraditional Tyler Perry film.  Not so much a comedy but an action drama.  People have been saying they want something different from Tyler and I think they might just get it this time.

Can Janet ignite from the shadows of Michael’s eclipse?

Is this an oxymoron or what?   Did Michael disappear or reappear.  What was supposed to be Janet’s turn, has become an ongoing saga of the King of Pop even after death?  It is unbelievable, Michael’s movie grossed over $100 Million worldwide with little promo and he still has over 200 unreleased songs and modern technology to assist the engineers.

However meanwhile, Janet Number Ones will be released on November 17^th which includes 33 songs.  She had an unbelievable career so far, but she will always be Michael’s little sister, which is something to be proud about.

Also she has been doing the benevolent circuit helping raise money for the poor in need of clean water and the sick with AIDS. This has been done unnoticed by main stream media, but is wonderful acts of charity.

Most of the hype has been focused on her work in the studio, with her new to be released on the Number Ones CD “Make Me,” it’s hot.  She has been working with different producers, the latest being Rodney Jerkins.  There will be a music video to be added to the release of “Make Me,” said to be directed by Robert Hales who worked with Justin Timberlake to name a few, not to be as a reminder of the Super Bowl SNAFU.

But it looks like Janet is bouncing back nicely, with her new studio CD on its way and the creation phase and also a book to be released in 2010.  Janet is shining it is just hard to see it right now, because Michael is like ball of fire out in the stratosphere and Janet and nobody’s successes can be measured against this “Energy Blast.”  Janet is volatile and Michael an anomaly and both Jackson’s.   And there is no competition.